Saturday, June 25, 2016

Just Us

I have a friend we have been on friendship since 6 years ago, she's clever , good girl & beautiful enough, I guess..!
we were in the same class, we were so close we are true bestfiend. I didn't care what people think about us. cuz we are just the way we are. she always number one in class she's the Top1 & I was the second one..! she's good enough on speech. very long speech like newspaper or like the train.  but it was her talent. I adore her about  that cuz I couldn't do the same thing.
we sit in the same table but I hate the fact that if there's group task from the teacher we would not be in the same group & it happen like every time.she always on the other side on the other group.
but I knew the reason why we always in the separated group cuz they didn't like us getting strong stronger & strongest group in class but it's not fair. why every one could choose their own group but why we were not.!! time keep moving & we showed to the world that we were true best friend. there's her there's me & everybody knew. even sometime we fought for the small thing, not sometime but we did a lot of those things. she got jealous when some girls getting close to me or when I just spent my time with other girl friends. I din't mean to make her jealous it's just pure friend...! sometimme I'm tired with those things cuz there's boundary between me and my other friend. and finally we fought we didnt talk anymore.. we din't sit in the same table we turned away our face from each other we kept away away away... even everyday we met everthing will nott be the same..! it happend for 3/4 months. we came back to normal cuz we grew up..! we do apologize. in some semester finally I could be higher than her... I beat her on our final report/score. the days turned the weeks, weeks turned to the motnhs & months turned to years . n we finished all the semester we graduated.. & we got the same score..!after innaguration we had little times to met...! n it just make me sad make me I missed her so much.. much much. sometimes I think about her. I appreciated our friendship for sure I did. but sometime I feel I'm going to fall in love with her. I didn't wish for these things. I know our friendship is special more than other I really admit it. we brave & strong enough to choose our way . I love the way you are. and I love the way we are.. but since I'm gone since those eyes couldn't see you since those hands couldn't hold you . you are just really important to me... & since those days I keep asking to myself . Do I love  you as a friend or there's more but I never told you n we were never talking about love. it has been three years we were in the different country. I miss you I miss talking to you I miss everything..! n now I'm going to college . I wish you were here with me... in the same college like our dream...! and now I realized I might not be fall in love with you... it's just the feeling that I miss our moments..! we are bestfriend n will always no matter what... if someday I will fall in love with you it's just the secret of god..! miss you meet you soon on November 

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Airport




people come people go..!!
every second every minute & every hour will not be the same
some people are feeling grateful  & just beautifully smile waiting for the lovely one comes
some people are feeling crazy for their feeling & just goodbye.
this place is the witness, real witness for all those feelings.

Airport













people come people go..!!
every second every minute & every hour will not be the same
some people are feeling grateful  & just beautifully smile waiting for the lovely one comes
some people are feeling crazy for their feeling & just goodbye.
this place is the witness, real witness for all those feelings.

The Memories



Standing over there..
always there in the same place
in the same place but in the different time
cuz memories were there cuz history had been made
standing to show it couldn't be fall, to show it was strong
even rain... sandstrom & the hotness of the summer come,
it would be there just be there like my memories.

Place; Katara, Doha Qatar


I was alone in the morning of summer

The smoke got cleared
when the days turned to months
And the months turned years
For the anger to fade

When I took a step back
The realization come
You weren't looking at me
You were looking instead
Somewhere over my head